My First Nutcracker with San Francisco Ballet
I survived – I made it through my first Nutcracker with the San Francisco Ballet! While I have been participating in productions of “The Nutcracker” since I was seven years old, this was my first full run as a company member in an American Company. San Francisco Ballet puts on 31 shows of this holiday tradition and I got the chance to perform in almost all of them. While I did some roles more than others, I was very happy with the variety of parts and opportunities I received. My roles this year included party parent, maid, ballerina doll, snow, flowers, and Spanish.
Nutcracker is a tradition that is filled with opportunities. There are opportunities for the dancers, for the school, as well as for the audience. I have heard countless stories of little girls and boys seeing “The Nutcracker” as their first ballet and having dreams planted in their heads after that special show. Little boys go home wanting to be the prince, or maybe the rat king, and little girls dream of becoming the next sugar plum fairy. Knowing that I had the opportunity to influence a young child was one of the most important things that kept my spirits high during all 31 shows. As a performing artist, I have the opportunity to influence many people, young and old, and that is something that I try to never forget.
San Francisco Ballet is jumping into the world of new media
I’m very excited to share a new section of San Francisco Ballet’s website that is dedicated strictly to new media!
http://www.sfballet.org/interact/index.asp
I believe that new media is a wonderful way for the ballet world to connect and I’m very happy to be part of a company that is exploring everything new media has to offer. Within this new section you can find videos, pictures, blogs, podcasts, and more. I would definitely suggest you check it out!
San Francisco Open Your Golden Gate
During my most recent move I felt it was necessary to step back from things for a little while, which is why you haven’t heard from me in a very long time. I’ve always enjoyed writing, not only to connect to the audience and other dancers but also for myself; I’m finally ready to start that again.
Life has brought me back to San Francisco and I am currently corps de ballet with the San Francisco Ballet. My year in Hamburg was an incredible adventure and I learned more about ballet, life, and myself than I ever could have imagined. John Neumeier gave me a gift and I will never be able to thank him enough for that. I have many reasons for coming back to San Francisco and I feel very fortunate to have the opportunity to continue my career with San Francisco Ballet. Hamburg Ballet is one of the most beautiful companies I have ever seen, and I feel so blessed for the year I had with them. I hope to work with John again soon.
Le Sacre du Printemps (Post 1 of 2)
For the past few weeks Hamburg Ballet has been working diligently on Nijinsky’s Le Sacre du Printemps, or The Rite of Spring as it is usually referred to in English. It is an extraordinary, groundbreaking ballet that was created in 1913 by Vaslav Nijinsky and reconstructed by Millicent Hodson and Kenneth Archer in 1987.
The dance, music, and history that goes along with Sacre was so groundbreaking, especially for 1913, and I would love to write more about it. Unfortunately, at this very moment I don’t have enough time but I plan on writing a follow up post with more information very soon.
This past Sunday, June 28th, we had a wonderful premiere and I wanted to share a few pictures with you. Tonight we will have another show and then a final one for this season on July 11th. For more information on the performances check out www.hamburgballett.de
For now, here are just are a couple of pictures taken before the premiere last Sunday.


AIDS Walk - San Francisco

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For 22 years, AIDS Walk San Francisco has evoked a powerful outpouring of public support. This year, please join me in making a meaningful difference in the lives of people struggling with HIV and AIDS.
In this year when clients need so much and resources are tighter, I am asking you to reach deeply into your heart and consider making a gift to help cover for those who are unable to give this year. I am set on surpassing my goal this year—Please sponsor me today by clicking the link below to visit my AIDS Walk fundraising Web page! The website is secure and all donations are 100% tax deductible.
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The AIDS Walk is our community’s single most powerful and enduring response to the AIDS epidemic. Thank you in advance for being as generous as you can and for joining me in this important cause!
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The Dance Community Needs Your Help
Help save this beautiful company before it is too late!
As we all know money and businesses from every sector have been experiencing difficult times recently. Unfortunately the ballet world is no exception to this fact. I want to bring to your attention an issue that is very important to me personally; Oregon Ballet Theatre needs your help. If we all don’t pull together and help this company it will have to close it’s doors. Not only do I have close friends in this company, but it is also a company that the ballet world cannot afford to loose. I urge you to take action on this issue. If you can donate any amount please do! ( Click here for information on how to donate to OBT)
As you see from the poster above they will also be holding a benefit performance.
Here are a few links with more information on the company as well as the current issue:
http://www.obt.org/news_links/features/5-27-09_Oregonian_onthebrink.html
Taking Advantage of the Web
These days the Internet is making the world more connected than ever before. Throughout my life I have lived in many different places so the Internet has always been an important way for me to keep in touch with close friends. Recently though, I decided to push my use of the Internet a little bit farther. Now I have a facebook page, a twitter (both private and public), and my own blog site. Don’t worry, the winger will still be the first place I put my blogs! If you are interested in following me in more places than just thewinger I have posted the information and websites below.
I send a big thanks to the World Wide Web for making the world a little bit more connected.
I hope one day soon I will find a way to use the connections I make through the internet for even more, one step at a time.
San Francisco Ballet School’s 2009 Student Showcase
Tonight San Francisco Ballet School with perform the first of three shows for the 2009 Student Showcase. If you are anywhere near the bay area I urge you go! All performances will be at the Novellus Theater at Yerba Buena Center for the Arts.
Please visit the San Francisco Ballet Website for more information.

SF Ballet School Students in Minkus Suite at the 2008 Student Showcase (© Erik Tomasson)
Playing For Change - Can art really change the world?
I’ve just stumbled upon an absolutely wonderful website for a movement called “Playing for Change”. The idea of the movement is simple, yet powerful.
“Playing for Change is a multimedia movement created to inspire, connect, and bring peace to the world through music. The idea for this project arose from a common belief that music has the power to break down boundaries and overcome distances between people. No matter whether people come from different geographic, political, economic, spiritual or ideological backgrounds, music has the universal power to transcend and unite us as one human race. And with this truth firmly fixed in our minds, we set out to share it with the world.”
As I watched their videos it reminded me how powerful the arts can be. One of the musicians speaks about how music can be a time for meditation and peace, I think it is exactly the same with dance. In today’s world it is easy to become lost in frivolous and unnecessary things, but it truly is time for change. I have been doing some studying of the teachings by Eckhart Tolle, of Buddhism, and at the moment I’m reading a book by the current Dalai Lama. I have finally felt that peace has entered my life and every moment is truly a gift. Dance is my form of meditation and through it I have found my own peace. The world around us seems to be filled with things that are falling apart, everything from our economy to the planet we live on. These outer problems are only a reflection of the inner conflicts so many of us feel day to day, but there is a way to find enlightenment and peace. During these times we must not forget how extremely powerful the arts can be to the human race. Dance, music, and many other art forms can bring a stillness and peace where we would least expect it. We can’t underestimate the importance and power of the arts at anytime, but especially not during the hard times. The way this movement is using music is a reminder that through art we all have the power to unite and spread peace.
http://www.playingforchange.com/
Hamburg Ballet 2009/2010
Hamburg Ballet is approaching it’s last two and a half months before the 08/09 season is over. This year has been filled with so many wonderful experiences and I can’t believe how quickly it all passed by.
John has a beautiful way of tying his season together and the theme for next season will be “Floating World”. The paragraph below was taken from the Hamburg Ballet Website and gives a little more detail on this theme.
It is with great delight that I welcome you to the various exciting highlights of our next season 2009/2010. The theme of the season is “Floating World” - symbolizing the bridging of cultures and emotions. This motto is also the title of the second premiere. Here “Floating World” is reminiscent of Japanese art. This evening presents three choreographies inspired by the traditions of No and Kabuki theatre. The first premiere “Orpheus” approaches the inner fight between work and intention of this famous figure of antique mythology. Our revivals are similarly moving: “Streetcar named Desire” describes a story of violence, insensibility and vulgar behaviour whereas “Illusions – like Swan Lake” oscillates between reality and illusion.
Season 2009/2010 Here you can find a complete list of what next season holds for this beautiful company.











