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Strange Feelings on September 11th, 2007

DAVID BLUMENFELD
Atlanta Ballet
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I woke up this morning thinking of that morning 6 years ago. I looked at my clock, and saw that it was 8:30 am. I was just waking up at that time, slowly making my way from the SAB dorms to the lower level cafeteria with my friend Andrew on that day. We got out on the 11th floor, making our way to another set of elevators facing a row of large windows showcasing a view of Lincoln Center and the downtown skyline. In the distance, one of the World Trade Center Towers was sending smoke into the air.

The next few hours were filled with confusion, disbelief, and even terror. It seemed to take everyone such a long time to understand what had happened. People began to realize that we had been attacked. My cell phone wouldn’t work. I couldn’t get in touch with my family. Students were being clumsily herded together. We had never had to deal with such an emergency before. We found out that we could not remain at Lincoln Center until further notice, and I remember dormitory staff members dividing students into groups to stay at the homes of teachers and other local students.

I stayed close by my group of friends, not wanting to be separated. We all ended up spending the day together, not really knowing what to do at first. We got cash out of the ATM, and bought necessities like toothbrushes and toothpaste, since we were forced to leave our dorms so quickly. As we walked uptown to our friend Zoe’s apartment, emergency vehicles rushed downtown on one-way streets, against masses of people trekking in the opposite direction on foot. It was chaotic. We went to Riverside Park in order to escape. It felt strange. Air Force jets raced over the city, as we restlessly sat in the grass and individually made attempts to get in touch with worried family members. The jets continued to noisily fly over the city while we were glued to the television for those long hours after the attacks, and did not stop all night.

We watched “Mary Poppins” to take our minds off of things. It never really felt the same in the city after that, and each year, on this day, I am reminded of my experience in New York City with my friends. My family. I will never forget.

tonya said,

September 12, 2007 @ 3:56 pm

Thank you David! I’m SO glad someone besides me acknowledged the memorial day. I thought I was the only blogger who did. I can’t believe so few people did. It’s rather mortifying to me. It’s horrible enough for those families to go through what they have losing loved ones, and now it seems everyone is forgetting all about it. Thank you again for remembering.

David B said,

September 13, 2007 @ 3:54 am

I’m happy to know that you appreciated my posting. It’s all I could think about the whole day, and I just HAD to write something down about the way I was feeling. I think about it often, and it’s definitely something that people should not forget. Thanks for the support!

Daryck said,

September 18, 2007 @ 11:07 pm

I was there too, just arrived at 8th Ave Dance Studio, having my morning city-watching ritual on the roof. I had my first experience of hysterical sensory loss; as the plane flew knowingly too low and too fast, I went completely deaf, every sense of emotion heightening all at once, sent panic through my body - I was weak having a sense of what was about to happen. I didn’t regain my hearing until I heard the explosion of the first plane slamming into the tower, I felt the vibrations. Something I will never forget; that day was awful, and still a bit eerie on the anniversary.

Now, living in the South, I’ve realized people aren’t as connected to that feeling. Well, not nearly as much as those who were there or those who live in the North East. It gets frustrating. I used to wear a pin on the anniversary to work - and I distinctly remember loosing my cool when I woman said to me “Well, we’re Katrina refugees, and personally I think it’s a hell of a lot worse!” I’ve never been so furious before - I’m not one to loose my temper. But what does it take for people to understand what happened? How can people be so selfish?

Grr…good post, you’re a great writer!

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